Intentions.
My day off rarely goes as I intend for it to but it always seems to be the same.
My mom was coming  by today to drop off their two dogs while she and my dad take a little trip without them.
I had invisioned her watching the boys for a few moments while I took a shower at a decent time of day.  I foolishly even thought maybe I could go run an errand and grab a peaceful lunch on my own.  No such luck.  She was in and out of here by 9am.  Oh well, such is life.
I can't seem to be happy or satisfied with anything these days - perhaps I am losing my mind?!?!  I would rather be home with my boys than be working but when I am home with them I'd like to be getting a few things done solo during the day.  Working mom's can't win.  There ends up being no time for yourself.
Praying that I can keep my intentions good and for the good of others and not myself.  I need to nuture my heart to be content with the selfless role God has for me to fill.
On with the battle!  I will be sure to post if anything "out of the ordinary" does get to occur on my day off with the boys:)
Thursday, June 28, 2007
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